easier said than done

(some words may not be suitable for very young audiences. parental guidance guidance is advised.)

some tambayan in Manila…

guy1: bob! long time no see ah! anong racket ngayon?

bob: wala na mashado, binibitawan ko na ung iba kong class para may mas time for studies

guy1: ows, hindi nga.

guy2: oo nga bob, wala ka bang binobongkang ngayon?

bob: wala na noh, tagal ko na ginive up yon.

guy2: at baket? ikaw igigive up yon?

bob: oo naman, iba na ko ngayon.

guy1: haha!! o sige sige, sabi mo e. so wala kang boylet ngayon.

guy2: hirap paniwalaan niyan bob. kelan ka ba nawalan?

bob: wala talaga. steady lang.

guy1: so walang balita sayo ngayon? walang nangyayari?

bob: (thinking) umm.. wala talaga eh. masama ba yon?

guy2: hindi naman, parati ka lang may ginagawa, o may chinuchupa.

(laughs out loud)

bob: gago. pinipili ko ang chuchupain ko noh. and tagal ko na nga hindi ginagawa yon ano berz. hindi na ulit!! not in a long time!!

guy1: sabi mo lang yan bob. kita mo, bibigay ka din.

guy2: o tara, tama na yan, inom nalang tayo, tagal nina #### eh.

(stands up and gets their things)

guy1: o ano bob, tara, inom tayo.

bob: hindi na, kayo nalang, di narin ako umiinom mashado e.

guy2: taena bob, iba ka na ngayon. ang boring mo na. (laughing)

do i actually feel i have changed a lot? honestly, i have no idea. i still drink, only i don’t do it every weekdays and i limit my alcohol intake. come to think of it, during on-season, i don’t drink at all.
i don’t want to say i won’t fall into relapse, or one day i’ll break my vow to myself. things are easier said than done.
and as for me being boring, i think it’s a matter of perspective.🙂 it’s funny that people can’t seem to get the idea of having a milder bob. this is not the first instance i was asked if i can still drink or do i still fuck (excuse my french) and for my knock knock girls who would be reading this, it’s MILDER, not more demure.
do I think i am milder? i think i’m still hot. only this time, not everyone can have that piece of me.🙂
one thing’s for sure, i am happier now, more at peace with myself. i am surprised at myself too that i can actually say i won’t drink – even if it’s for free.😛 could it be that i am having control over certain aspects of my life? wonders of wonders.🙂

and i guess that’s something a case of alcohol would never ever give me.

i’m out.

Author: angparaluman

a poster girl with no poster staying on the safe side of the road less traveled.

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