if there is one thing that i felt during the weekend, or make that the 1st change i felt after my LSS, it would be the conscious desire to please Him.
it was not long ago when Kuya Jojo told me and reminded me of the theme of our SE weekend.
Good teacher, what must i do?
i think of Direk now as my boyfriend, alam mo yung feeling na kinikilig mo bago mo makita, yung una mong tinetext sa umaga at huli mong binabati sa gabi.
i haven’t resolved to make a commitment more than the prayers during morning and at night. i feel i cannot commit yet to talking to Him on a schedule in the middle of the day. i plan to make this growth slow and sure a spossible.
during worship, i felt that funny feeling inside me again and i can’t help but grin silly. and hindi ako nahihiyang tumayo o itaas ang kamay ko sa pagsamba sa Kanya.
come to think of it, hindi naman ata ako talaga mahiyain.
someday, the reading today will be applicable to me.
Well done, good and faithful servant, you have shown you can be faithful in small things. i will trust you with greater, come and join in your master’s happiness. (Matt 25:23)