in which i try to forgive myself

my LSS is alsmose a week from now, but i can say i have felt some small but very distinct changes in me, parang pimple. small, but obviously there. and i know this is just the beginning.

we had a late night today. my shepherd made me read the prayer for forgiveness, and as i told her, i had a hard time going past the “i forgive myself”.

while reading through it, i realized i have committed sins i didn’t even know were sins. i guess i am heavily referring to my inclination and interest to horoscopes, the mystic realm, etc.

i never really understood why horoscopes were bad until ate rezza said, “you are already judging before you even meet the person!”

oo nga noh.. i never realized i was so into horoscopes that i tend to already base the way i dealt with people by their signs. not that i wouldn’t talk to people who are not “compatible” with me, but i would put on a mask and adjust to them.

so i do have a couple of questions about masks. note taken.


Author: angparaluman

a poster girl with no poster staying on the safe side of the road less traveled.

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