super sakto the reading today because we had a teaching with Bro. Arun today. it was about the same thing.
this was the 2nd time i heard bro. arun speak, and he left me with wonderful things to reflect on, and stitches kakatawa sa kanyang mga pakulo.
he also left me confused in a way. is my hunger for reconciliation the work of the devil?
i remember bro. arun’s 1st teaching and he said, that fear, doubt and confusion are the works of the devil.
i am confused on how to approach him. am i taking things too literally? but the only message i hear from Direk right now is “in time” and “little by little”. if i hear this during tongues, is it really God tlaking to me? or could this still be the work of the devil?
confusing, strenthening day.
guess i’ll jsut keep floating by.
-oh, and bro. arun said to “claim His gift” already. i’m still thinking what gift i want, or better yet, need.