ADULTS.

mood: infuriated
music: none. too fucked up.

what a fucking day. im so irritated. actually kahapon pa to e.. i said it nanaman e.. kuya and i had a heated discussion kanina.. about love,loyalty and men.. he says that guys are normally polygamous and that women have no right to play around.. tangina niya.. i cant type it all at once coz im so frustrated at him.

what really irked me and wanted to feed him to the piranhas was when we were debating about exes. im a very lucky girl who happens to have a man who is sure of himself and trusts my wholeheartedly. joshua knows that i would never cheat on him even if i go and see my exes. which was true!!!! kuya says that that is not the case. since pinayagan ako ni joshua obviously di daw ako mahal ni josh dahil past is past daw and di na daw dapat nakikipagkita sa mga exes.

i wanted to kick his balls when he said joshua didn’t love me. i wanted to tell him YOU DONT LOVE MY COUSIN!you are obssessed with her!! joshua allows me to be the person i am and loves me for whatever i will become on the future.he says pa na guys lang ang tama all the time.. tangina niya.. fuck him talaga. i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him you know i can fill this damn entry up just saying i hate him all the time. tangina niya talaga.. he has no repsect for women at all. i mean looking and flirting is fine with me really.. but the way he does it makes me feel so little and like a material.. to him women are material things that you display and show to people like “hey look at me this is my wife.. meron kayo niyan?” its like being kids all again boasting who has the better tamiya or something..

god i hate him. i really do. he walked out on me coz he will never beat me at this game. this is my forte. equality to mankind. afterall, i am a libran. its inate in me to defend the weak and oppressed.. and for this instance its my ate… i really told her afterward that i didn’t like him.. and that good luck coz she’s stuck with him for all eternity. i wanted to tell him na nga that if i was just going to be married to someone like him.. NEVER MIND. if all guys were like him, ID RATHER BE A LESBIAN. im serious. hes a fucker. a badassmutherhumpingfucker. i have ran out of curses.. gosh.. im so irritated with him!! he is like the epitome of a male chavunist.he is like the president of MEN’S MACHISMO – I’M THE RULER OF THE WORLD CLUB.

i really want to kill him. put this in mind.. the moment he starts lecturing me on what to do and what i can and cannot do.. i will put down my foot.. and please.. i really want him to hit me so i can call the cops. i want him to go to jail and die. fucker doesn’t know how to respect women at all… i really wish ate just ended up with kuya willy.. i know they wont be as rich but kuya willy really loves my ate..aanhin ko ang yaman dito sa london kung pinagtyatyagaan ko lang ang mga kasama ko.. its not worth it. i dont think its worth it.

my mom pa is another story. wants to evict joey because she learned that the new bf of joey sleeps there.. BIG DEAL.WHATS NEW. and worst is..she is going to tell the dad of joey.. who i know really doesn’t care what joey does.. i mean they drink together and stuff for crying out loud.. the dad of joey is really cool. wish i had at least one parent like that.

hay. so there.. all the stress are out of my system. god i really hate him.

im out.

Author: angparaluman

a poster girl with no poster staying on the safe side of the road less traveled.

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