on nights like this

i let my mind wander 

through thoughts of

you, you, and you.

august was always great for me.  for almost ten years now, my augusts are filled with selfishness and selflessness. 

and now another august is about to end, and it is bittersweet.

just when i thought i have nothing else to offer, i magically pull up something from God knows where.

so i can’t help but think, am i inlove with pain as well?

i have to thank you august, because my years are never boring because of you. there is always something to reminisce, something to ache and long for, something to be happy about.

but one day, i shall find that person who will not just stand in the shore of my love. my heart is an ocean and i need you to dive in, head first, arms outstretched forward.