you popped my heart seams.

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up in the air
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

And I’ll never love again,
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half-wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
All of my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to write

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love so baby
Raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

And I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

H-ooow?
H-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?

H-ooow?
H-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and the girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you

That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along
I’ll never love again

H-ooow?

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless? Oh oh ohhhh

“A mighty pain to love it is,
And ‘tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.”
— Abraham Cowle

blank love

She who did not come, wasn’t she determined
nonetheless to organize and decorate my heart?
If we had to exist to become the one we love,
what would the heart have to create?

Lovely joy left blank, perhaps you are
the center of all my labors and my loves.
If I’ve wept for you so much, it’s because
I preferred you among so many outlined joys.

- rainer maria rilke

Globe Telecom, you F@#%)*@ SUCK. BIG TIME.

i think i’ve held on to my patience long enough. i need to get this out of my system or else sasabog na talaga ako.

wait. midterms ko. i’m supposed to be studying pero nasusuka nako sa puyat, high blood and coffee overdose. plus the SUPER HELPFUL CUSTOMER SERVICE SYSTEM OF GLOBE.

sige, one more call, after my midterms. hopefully by then, nagawan na nila ng paraan. as said by the last representative i talked to , apparently named JERWIN UY with Company ID 8019, it would take him 3-5 days to report my issue. hindi na 24 hours. REALLY REALLY REALLY HELPFUL.

please Globe, i’ve been loyal to you all these years. don’t make me turn my back from you.

sana talaga may makabasa nito from Globe. adf;aietewga;sdkga;sdknraes;rljksdgfa sdgkj lang talaga.

thought fart

when someone tells you, “you don’t know exactly how i’m feeling.”

they’re probably right.